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Sad Strange Beautiful Dream

by John Nolan

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1.
AMERICAN NIGHTCLUB 1999 The lights are flashing There's a frat guy dancing in the middle of the floor He's all alone but he's having more fun than me All these girls look sad and beautiful clinging onto boys who never will love them And all these boys look different than me We all sing sweet dreams of rhythm and dancing Sweet dreams of someone that we're not We've all come here looking for something Because we don't want what we've already got The drinks start coming and I start talking I have so much to say Suddenly no one else knows quite as much as me I've got jokes to tell and observations that I never get bored of making But I think these girls get bored listening to me We all sing sweet dreams of rhythm and dancing Sweet dreams of someone that we're not We've all come here looking for something Because we don't want what we've already got My head starts spinning I start singing in the middle of the floor I'm all alone but I hear my friends laughing at me The room starts to empty and someone comes to get me Because it's time to go For the first time all night I don't want to leave We all sing sweet dreams of rhythm and dancing Sweet dreams of someone that we're not We've all come here looking for something Because we don't want what we've already got
2.
STREET ROBBERY BLUES Walking home at midnight Drinking in the moonlight I'm feeling just fine When I see a man and his friend They’re coming towards me from a dead end They're making some demands Between comfort and slavery Cowardice and bravery They’re completely out of good ideas So one says he's got a gun He’s got something that looks like one. And who am I to disagree? This life of tiny vice Full of these thoughts I can't define It's got me face to face with a decision I can't make Between comfort and slavery Cowardice and bravery I’m completely out of good ideas So I opt for submission I give them my permission I feel their hands against my skin Confused and alone They only took my phone And a bit of my faith in human kindness Between comfort and slavery Cowardice and bravery We're Completely out of good ideas
3.
DRINKING YOUR WAY TO CONFIDENCE I sit on the porch in a dying town Out of my head while the sun goes down There’s a dog all alone at the end of the street He's Standing still, staring back at me Beaten, snarling, scarred and gray He doesn't say a word but I still hear him say... “You can't hide from your own mind But I can tell that you've been trying You're caught between the past and present tense Drinking your way to confidence” I stare out at Kansas, it stares back at me It’s all I am and all that I can't be I'm miles from those twisted, dark highways where the cars scream by But I still hear them say... “You can't hide from your own mind But I can tell that you've been trying You're caught between the past and present tense Drinking your way to confidence” Living in fear in the land of the free Threatened by invisible enemies You’ve got a sinking feeling that makes you so unsure They’ve been saying all you need to do is ignore it So you take what you get and you can’t regret it It’ll swallow you whole if you only let it They’re trying to save you from yourself You keep saying “Go save somebody else” You're at the edge of your own limitations So fed up with those old frustrations Still avoiding ancient confrontations You don't know where you're going or if you care Dead set on a course to God knows where You already know you'll move on before you get there
4.
War Is Peace 04:00
WAR IS PEACE We've been solving all our problems by dropping bombs on them Thank God we've got the TV screen to separate ourselves from reality We can fantasize that other peoples lives are less important than our own And it won't matter who dies as long as it's not someone that we know So now war is peace Slavery is freedom And ignorance is strength These government gangs are bearing their fangs and I'm on the wrong side of the law But the man on the TV says I can have his help for just a small fee I'm holding back my laughter, holding back my words, I'll hold on to this drink I pose no threat to your authority I'm just horrified by the way that you think You think war is peace Slavery is freedom And ignorance is strength You don’t want to change You’re afraid and that’s how you’re going to stay Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm talking in a language I don't speak I know how to say the words but I don't know what they mean I had a dream the other night I didn't know if I was dead or alive I felt conscious and aware and I felt terrified War is peace Slavery is freedom And ignorance is strength
5.
NEXT TO YOU (IN NEW ORLEANS) If we left now we'd be there by midnight Walking streets made of cobblestone Drinking beer in the autumn moonlight Holding hands and smiling slow Oh, I'd give anything to be next to you in New Orleans On the way there we'd talk for hours We'd understand what no one knows We'd see the silent hypnotic power Of the setting sun on the open road Oh, I'd give anything to be on that road to New Orleans I'm so tired of all this wishing I'm so tired of this town There's just something I've been missing Let's pack our bags and leave right now Oh, I can't wait to be next to you in New Orleans
6.
I’ll BE HOME SOON I don’t understand anymore than you It’s forward towards that blurred horizon And I don’t want to leave but I have to I don’t want to leave but I do When you wish I was there When you’re lying in your room Don’t forget that I love you And I’ll be home soon My head rests against a cold window pane The sun’s coming up It’s starting to rain I can’t believe I’m gone again When you wish I was there When you’re lying in your room Don’t forget that I love you And I’ll be home soon Your father’s sins aren’t yours they’re his Don’t let anyone tell you different
7.
SAD, STRANGE, BEAUTIFUL DREAM The pulpit is perfect except for the man who's hiding behind it  He's washing his hands of all of his responsibility  He's taking down names and he's picking up stones He's looking for sins that are worse than his own  And isn't he just like you and me? We don't want to believe we all live in the same sad, strange, beautiful dream Now the devil has been dead since before time began  But he's still making progress, he’s still making plans  With a a hand in his pocket and a gun in his hand  He's not trying to listen, he's not trying to understand And isn't he just like you and me?  We don't want to believe we all live in the same sad, strange, beautiful dream Don't believe their lies  Don’t believe their lies I know you know what's right I know you know what’s right
8.
IT’S THE END OF THE WORLD! It was Sunday morning,1985 I was listening to warnings from a man with wild and flashing eyes He said, “Judgement day is on it’s way The end of all humanity is in sight” The congregation raised their hands They burst into song and sang... “Oh, C’est la fin du monde! C’est la fin du monde! It’s the end of the world!” It was Sunday morning 1999 And I was listening to warnings from a man He had sad and swollen eyes He said, “Judgement day is on it’s way Society is heading for collapse” The congregation raised their hands They burst into song and sang.. “Oh, C’est la fin du monde! C’est la fin du monde! It’s the end of the world!” One hundred years from now They’ll still be counting down I know they’ll still say “The end is coming any day”
9.
How Much 05:11
HOW MUCH When what’s done is done and the past is past When the last go first and the first go last When the lights go down and the sun goes dim You light the match and I’ll sing this hymn How much can we control? I don’t know As much as we can How far can we go? I don’t know As far as we can When you know you’re right but you can’t be sure When you won the fight but you lost the war When you stand your ground even though you’re wrong I’ll hold you close andI’ll sing this song How much can we control? I don’t know As much as we can How far can we go? I don’t know As far as we can
10.
I WILL BE RELEASED I got lost out there on my own I got lost in your arms I've been going nowhere I've been going there for way too long I replaced love with fear and doubt I forgot how to believe I know I'm lost but I'm on my way to found I am caged but I know I hold the key I've got eyes but I can't see I've got ears but I can't hear I know words that I can't speak But one day I will be released I replaced love with fear and doubt I forgot how to believe I know I'm lost but I'm on my way to found I am caged but I know I hold the key I've got eyes but I can't see I've got ears but I can't hear I know words that I can't speak But one day I will be released

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released July 29, 2015

Produced by Mike Sapone and John Nolan
Recorded at Sapone Productions
All songs written by John Nolan
Except for I Will Be Released. Written by John Nolan & Camille Nolan.
Cover painting by Peter-John de Villiers photographed by Camille Nolan
Cover lay out and design by Jerrod Landon Porter

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